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... i was really feeling like i didn't really want to be talking to anyone-
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... sit there and sort of have people talk to me. but i knew that i was kind of going to go into the space where people were just going to talk at me. and that's exactly what happened.
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learning this clitoral stimulation technique will change your life. and that was what they were doing. and so there was a woman and a guy who were running-
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... nothing and they're both really young and attractive. and they were talking about, like i said, "oh, you know, as soon as i started doing this," they call it orgasmic meditation that their lives-
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... he'd started a business. and she said that people had really noticed i'm so different and everything like that.
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and that really sort of resonated with me. and i was like, i want this change in my life. and then-
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i guess he would say where it's about consent and they were really, really very clear about laying that out.
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there was a traffic light system was mentioned in that kind of thing. and i was feeling like i really trusted them. and that may be that my sort of suspicion actually about their agenda and-
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... getting personal information out of me was actually, was unfair.
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so they'd been describing, this is a feather light touch in the top, right-hand quadrant of the clitoris-
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you can do it with a partner or with someone that you trust that you'd like to do it with. as long as one person in the pair has got a clitoris, or two people-
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i suppose any people that meet that kind of criteria can do-
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so everyone sort of goes into the room and then i somehow end up in the front row and-
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... they're going like this. and then she's like, "and we always use our special lubricant that we sell in our shop downstairs."
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and then he gets out of this big tub and-
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i can only describe this stuff as looking like lemon curd.
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and he sort of, then he then applies this to this woman's vulva. and then they start having an anatomical demonstration and she's lying back doing nothing, right?
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while this is being done to her and they're spreading her apart so they're going-
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"this is the vagina. this is the anus." while she's lying there.
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and then the practice starts, and this is where,
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he's, "so you've got all the lemon curd on her."
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it's just a feather light touch, right? it's just a feather light touch.
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there's people shouting out from all around me.
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the lemon curd and all that stuff. it's just horrible. and i'm thinking it's only 20 minutes. it's only 20 minutes-
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i can get through this and then it's going to be lunch and i can just leave and it'll be fine. and then it's two minutes-
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before the end of the demonstration and the woman who's running the show-
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so everyone has to say, everyone who hasn't actually contributed-
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... an emotion has to say something and i'm right in the front row. and she says, "sariah." and i'm like, "pass."
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... and i can see you guys really enjoy it and stuff like that, but i'm just going to go home.
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she's she says, "come with me." and she grabs me by both my hands and she drags me upstairs. and i'm going to point out here at this point that i have asperger's syndrome.
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i think what it shows is that i want to leave. and we have this conversation that goes back and forth where she's telling me that i need to stay for the rest of the day, "just at least stay for the rest of the day-
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... really important. you wouldn't have been having this extreme reaction-
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... incredibly opening for you." i think that she just talks about opening all the time.
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we've got a room downstairs where you can sit just by yourself and you can get someone from the organization can come and sit with you if you want.
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and i'm thinking that sounds really, really good, actually. so i agree to this cup of tea and go into this room and she brings me the tea.
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and then this other woman from, a different woman from the organization, comes in and this is where i need a volunteer.
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tear up. so i've got my cup of tea.
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start coming out with that, that sounds like no morals and all this stuff. and-
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i just see this change go on in here and i think, oh god, she's going to let me go. and she starts actually talking about me leaving instead of talking about me being part of the organization-
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and i'm thinking this is going to be great, i'm going to get to go.
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but as we're walking down the street, i realize i've got to get back into that building and i've got to get my bag and then get out without meeting, running into any of the other three women-
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he so wanted me to stay, but i do actually manage to get in there and i managed to get my bag and i managed to leave.
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that wasn't the last thing i had to do with the organization because they phoned me up pretty much every day-
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... afterwards for the weeks. and i think i last actually heard from them about sort of three months ago. and this initial sort of incident happened about two years ago.
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and i just keep on saying to them, "just fucking stop calling me-
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... delete my phone number." and that kind of thing. but they just keep on calling me constantly.
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and this all made me reflect upon-
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but what actually happened there was that they said to me, we've got this thing that will change your life.
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we've got this amazing thing and it'll make you a totally different person. and i actually said, "i don't want it-
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and they'd never really answered that outright. they don't care as long as i take care of their boner.
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so i don't get emotionally involved in that way.
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losing my job for. there was no client.
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but it's a service job. it's work.
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it's a service profession. and how many people here have worked in restaurants? have done restaurant service, bar service?
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come into your section, right? you know that they're going to be nice-
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... and they're going to be pleasant. and they're not going to make difficulties for you. and in the states-
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... they tip, so here that's not so much a thing, but in the states-
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... in general and they always order gross things that you don't even want touch when you bring it out to the table-
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... so there was regulars, right? so those regulars fuck them-
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i'm a professional but there are regulars who i like. there are definitely regulars who i like.
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i want to tell you tonight about one regular. his name is larry and i first met larry-
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but i first got introduced to larry, he ordered a 10 minute package of time-
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he was completely non-denomination about his tastes-
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he didn't care, as long as it involved dirty words. and really dirty words-
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all i could for minutes, and then suddenly he starts talking about gardening-
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and he starts talking about how well the rhododendrons were doing this year.
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and i'm going along. i'm like, "okay-
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and this is part of the deal, right? with phone sex, professional phone sex-
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... is a lot of guys, they tend to jump tracks-
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i think it's partly the add brought on by the internet-
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you can have 20 screens open and they can be clicking through and getting ideas from all of them-
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so i've learned to be able to keep up. if they start talking about roses-
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... i will downshift and i will start talking about roses.
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so he's talking about his-
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... he's talking about his roses and his rhododendrons. this is alabama-
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and about two minutes before the end of the call-
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i'm keeping an eye on the time, right? he says-
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i say, "well, larry, i have to let you know, we have about two minutes left-
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... did you want to come today?" and he said-
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they're not keeping track of time, right? "do you want to come today?" and he said-
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"oh sweetheart. i came eight minutes ago. this is great. this is just great. we're-
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... just talking, right?" and so this-
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... was what he wanted to do. this was his deal. so i had him-
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so a minute of filth-
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... and nine minutes of gardening. and-
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you have to admire that kind of dedication to a hobby-
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so we would talk about the state of his garden. and he told me about his wife, how she just didn't want to do sex anymore.
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and he was an old man. he was an old man. he was-
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... i think he said he was 67, 68. she just didn't want to do it anymore.
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he just had needs and urges. and i asked if she knew about him calling and he said-
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.. you know, it's just, she doesn't want me bothering her anymore-
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but he's an old man and he had medical problems-
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... go see a cute little massage therapist down the there. and she was so cute and everything-
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she never did anything with him, but she was cute. so we talked about this and he would talk about whatever flowers were happening, it was flowers-
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it wasn't vegetables, it was flowers. and he would talk about how, occasionally he'd veer into dirty territory again, how he'd love to see me weeding naked. pulling weeds naked, getting down-
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what happened to him?
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so i do get emotionally involved. i can't afford-
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...to think about it too much, but i do get emotionally involved. and just because i take money for it doesn't mean it hurts any less-
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actually. so you're getting two of my favorite storytellers to here on the stage, bridey lee-
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i believe she's going to be doing it in a different form in the future.
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