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it thinks that somebody said to us in passing, that we've just accepted as what they are and- | X | 4.6 | 3.4 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
-in actuality, it's just a part of who we are. and we have to sometimes reprogram our minds to go back to that and er- | O | 4.6 | 4.2 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
authentic self. and that can help guide us to living that life of abundance or getting through some of the harder things that we go through. | O | 5 | 5 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
being malicious. my mom used to call me little red hen because- | N | 3.8 | 4.4 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
i would be... oh sorry, do you remember the story of the little red hen? she used to do all the things- | H | 5 | 4.8 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
she was making the bread. nobody was helping her. and when it came time, it's like, you can't get none- | X | 5.2 | 2.2 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
things. who was going to help, whatever. it's like- | O | 4.4 | 3.4 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
in a way i think, i don't know if that is what had- | N | 4.4 | 3.2 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
also a very giving person. so it could have been like, oh, maybe i don't want to seem selfish. and then just the world in general, saying to share- | X | 5.2 | 3.4 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
you can over-give and i can over-give. and so that i can be selective and create my own criteria of when i- | X | 4.4 | 3 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
of my heart and not expecting anything back. | N | 4 | 3.4 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
or i'm not feeling any type of way if there is not a certain level of reciprocity. and those are things that i wasn't always good with. i- | O | 4.4 | 2.8 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
i'm going to say, and it didn't always work out. | S | 3.4 | 3 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
i don't have to give out. if i feel like i'm doing all the things, and this is my- | C | 4.2 | 3.2 | 5.2 | 2257 | Female |
and that is something that i'm getting more and more comfortable with and- | H | 4 | 4.8 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
and this comes to other things too. it's- | H | 4 | 4.4 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
about, i don't know how long ago it was- | N | 4.4 | 3.6 | 3.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
i got to realize that i had an issue with- | S | 3.6 | 3.6 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
-being right. i like being right. and don't we all. | H | 4.8 | 5.2 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
and then sometimes you realize you're trying to prove yourself to those who are not- | O | 3.8 | 3.4 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
hear what you say. it doesn't matter the stress that you impart on yourself- | X | 4.4 | 3 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
of trying to do things right. | N | 4.4 | 3.2 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
or whatever. it doesn't matter because i can continue to move forward into what i'm supposed to be. | O | 4.8 | 4.4 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
that they know i'm right. or that they real- | X | 4.4 | 3.8 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
proving you're right. doing the right thing is a good thing, but that you- | N | 4.4 | 4 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
you can only do what you can do. | X | 4 | 3.4 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
it's a document and keep it moving to the next project. keep it moving to the next- | N | 5 | 5 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
-thing. you say you're a piece and then you keep your peace. | C | 4.6 | 2.8 | 5 | 2257 | Female |
we're a lot more harsh on ourselves than the outside world is. or we- | S | 3.6 | 3 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
-create thoughts in other people's head that we then put in ours. what- | C | 4.6 | 3.4 | 4.6 | 2257 | Female |
if it is not something that is going to elevate you or help you- | X | 4.6 | 3.2 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
it is not something that is for you- | C | 3.4 | 2.8 | 4.6 | 2257 | Female |
.. but you have to be your own number one, priority. nothing- | O | 3.4 | 3.2 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
... else can get done well, if you are not that priority. | N | 4.6 | 3.4 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
so if things do not help you, then they are not for you. | S | 3.4 | 2.8 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... worry you can't be a good parent. if you are not good to yourself, first. | X | 3.4 | 2.8 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
you want to get to a place where you're serving from a place of- | X | 4 | 4.4 | 5.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
so, thank you all. this is going to be a short episode because it's just me. | H | 4.6 | 5.6 | 5.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
but we will be back soon with guests and then there'll be some more episodes with just me. so, if you have any questions- | H | 4.2 | 5.4 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
... in the comments on instagram or on youtube, because this video component is- | X | 3.6 | 5.4 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
... is super real and we will get to them. so- | H | 4.6 | 5.4 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
... will be wrapping up soon. and i really want to thank you all for all the love and support that we've gotten so far on the season of abundance. and i'm saying we, because- | H | 4 | 5.8 | 5.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... obviously it started off with a lot of guest spots. we had- | X | 4.4 | 3.8 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
... see, you have mahogany, and it's just been an awesome start to this. | H | 4.4 | 5.4 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
i am a certified life coach. certified- | H | 2.8 | 4.6 | 3.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... living proof that you can experience- | N | 4.2 | 3.8 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
... bad things and come out on top. | S | 4 | 3 | 3.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
nobody is walking in your shoes. | N | 2.8 | 2.4 | 4.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
... know how you grieve. and everybody grieves differently. even though we have these stages of grief, even those stages of grief- | N | 4.4 | 3 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
...look different to different people. so- | N | 3.2 | 3.2 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
you have to have enough unction or have someone in your life to- | X | 3.8 | 3.8 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
... so do you want to tell people the story of the things that have kind of happened in your life that got you to a position of- | H | 3.6 | 4.8 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
i swallowed all of that, which is not good. | O | 4.2 | 2.4 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
and nobody around me at the time- | S | 3.8 | 2.8 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
... had to bury a child. so i was there, stuck on stupid, looking like, what do i do with this? | X | 3.6 | 3.4 | 3.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
because, i had my daughter when i was 16. | O | 4 | 3 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
there i was, being tracy and- | N | 3.8 | 4 | 3.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
i love pastors, but pastors can't do it all. like pastors may not have training in that capacity. | A | 5 | 3 | 5.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... so, i had to find a professional- | X | 4 | 4.2 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... even helped me to backtrack and deal with the death of my mom. | X | 4 | 3.6 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
... that with my relationship with god, because i'll tell you the truth. if i didn't have both of those, i would be- | H | 3.6 | 4 | 3.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
these types of complex things, and like you said, with- | N | 4.4 | 3.6 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... losing a child it's one of those things that happen- | X | 5 | 3.2 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
... everybody will lose their parents and- | X | 3.4 | 3 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
... if you know, but- | N | 2.8 | 3.2 | 3.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... to lose a child, people don't talk about that because it's not something that people typically talk about. i remember somebody- | X | 5.6 | 2.8 | 5.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
and to this day, i'm very protective of my daughter. even though she's not- | O | 4.2 | 4 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
... i didn't even have the energy to deal with the mess because i knew i was going to lose my freedom because at that point when- | S | 4.4 | 2.8 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... they were helping me do stuff. when i didn't even know who they were. | X | 3.8 | 4 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
i don't... yeah, i don't know how my phone number got out because i'm private about my phone number- | O | 5 | 2.4 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... strange people calling me. i want to do this. let me- | X | 3.4 | 2.6 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... well, you know she wouldn't want you to do that. | O | 4 | 2.2 | 3.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
... people, they mean well, but if you don't know what to say, don't say- | X | 5 | 2.6 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... give a casket, but in the same... okay, this is how this plays- | X | 4.4 | 5.2 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
... now, i don't don't think so. | S | 2.2 | 3 | 2.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
... yeah, it's really weird how people won't like- | N | 4.2 | 4 | 3.8 | 2100 | Male |
oh wow. that girl. i don't- | H | 5.4 | 5.6 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
that's why i'm so glad at that time i did not have the energy. | H | 4.6 | 4.2 | 4.8 | Unknown | Unknown |
so, there's nonstop people being around. so i noticed anytime i would walk into the room, people would just sit there and just watch me. | N | 4.6 | 3.2 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
everybody else went back to normal, to their normal. | N | 2.8 | 3.4 | 3 | Unknown | Unknown |
i remember sitting on my bedroom, laying on my bedroom floor just- | S | 4.6 | 2.4 | 3.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... crying because nobody was answering the phone. | O | 3.6 | 2.6 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
i said, i got to go. i literally walked in. i got to get out of here, leaned on a desk. i got to get out of here. where can you send me? | H | 6 | 4.4 | 5.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
okay.so, that friday she was trying to get me on a flight that saturday. | H | 5.4 | 5.4 | 6 | Unknown | Unknown |
she said, okay, well there's a flight going out early monday morning. | H | 4.4 | 4.4 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
didn't even give me a chance to think about it. she said, i'll go ahead and book it. by the time i was like, getting ready to say, well, she had- | A | 5.2 | 3.4 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... already booked it and it was already paid. | A | 4.8 | 3.2 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... one person, my big sister say, girl, you better do it. | N | 5 | 3.8 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
in that suitcase and was just smiling from ear to ear. | N | 2.8 | 3.6 | 2.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
just smiling from ear to ear. | N | 2.8 | 4.8 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
and my big sister dropped me off at the airport that morning. it was- | H | 4.4 | 4.8 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... super early. and as soon as i landed in hawaii, i - | X | 4.2 | 3.6 | 4.4 | Unknown | Unknown |
... i didn't think i would ever smile or laugh again. | S | 3.2 | 2.6 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
... so when i got off the plane and got leid. | X | 3.6 | 4 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
and it was like, well, is there anything else left? | O | 4.6 | 3.2 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
little did i know there was so much more on the other side of that | H | 5 | 5.2 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
... but going to hawaii was the best thing i could have ever done because- | H | 4.2 | 5.4 | 4.2 | Unknown | Unknown |
... back like, oh, i did. i didn't really have a choice. i had to just go- | S | 4 | 2.6 | 4 | Unknown | Unknown |
can you tell us a little bit now about what you do professionally with grief?oh yeah- | H | 3.8 | 5 | 5 | Unknown | Unknown |
.. perspective on it. because a lot of people don't, they look at- | S | 2.6 | 2.4 | 3.6 | Unknown | Unknown |
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