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--> 01: Introduction |
Much like Phrack, I will soon be entering into my 40s. I'm at that stage |
where I'm reflecting on the rebelliousness of my youth, wondering what |
it all meant. Some of it brought financial gain, such as the time I found |
a legitimate exploit that allowed me to win a Mercedes-Benz C-Class. |
Some of it helped me along my career path, like when I used various social |
engineering techniques to gain escalated privileges within a Fortune 500 |
company, enabling me to become a data scientist and submit a patent in |
applied machine learning despite having no prior experience in the field. |
Some of it led nowhere at all, like when I discovered a glitch in my stock |
broker's trading platform that allowed me to borrow over $200K at a |
negative interest rate until my account was promptly disabled when the |
risk management team realized what I had done. Although I fondly reminisce |
on these events, it's not the outcomes that I find particularly meaningful. |
Instead, it's what those acts reveal about myself that gives me the |
greatest meaning: they show that I'm a hacker. |
For the longest time, I was hesitant to call myself a hacker. I felt |
insecure in that identity because I wasn't using rootkits to gain access |
into systems. I didn't use Linux. I didn't even have a compiler to make |
executables. Instead, I made simple tools from the resources available |
to me (i.e., the default programs installed on Windows XP). I mainly |
worked out of Notepad in my early years, using JavaScript as my language |
of choice. I would do things like paste the decoded Base64 binaries of |
cookies from two different accounts into two different instances of Notepad, |
flipping back and forth like an animator flipping between pages to identify |
bit changes. Or I would use frames to pass credentials through the URL, |
iterating with a script through an array on a timer to visually inspect five |
frames at a time if any combination in my list would grant me access. Since |
I wasn't using a "real" programming language, I felt lesser, even though my |
tools and techniques still enabled me to get what I was seeking and were |
things made for myself. |
Although I did not appreciate it at the time, my janky tools made in Notepad |
represented the very essence of what made me a hacker. In one form of |
the definition, a hack is something roughly and hastily done. It is the |
antithesis of something refined, so it is on the frontier, retaining some |
uncivilized wildness to it. On the frontier is where we find the hacker, |
moving the boundaries of society by pushing the system beyond its intended |
bounds, kicking and screaming all the way into new, unknown territory. |
In that sense, the hacker is the modern-day embodiment of the mythological |
trickster figure whose subversive acts keep society lively through the |
amusement and chaos he brings. I could not fully embrace my identity as |
a hacker until I first understood the archetypal role the hacker represented |
and the mythology I was living out. |
"The best way to describe trickster is to say simply |
that the boundary is where he will be found--sometimes |
drawing the line, sometimes crossing it, sometimes |
erasing or moving it, but always there, the god of the |
threshold in all its forms." |
- Lewis Hyde, Trickster Makes This World |
--> 02: The Myth of Hermes |
"If my father will not give me honors, then I will steal |
them." |
- Hermes |
In "Trickster Makes This World," Lewis Hyde retells the story of Hermes, who |
is the son of Zeus, king of the gods, and a cave nymph by means of an extra- |
marital affair. His questionable birth makes it uncertain if he will become |
recognized as a god as well. He was born with the stain of illegitimacy but |
born undeniably exceptional, pointing to his divine ancestry, even if it |
could not be explicitly stated aloud. He was also born with a certain |
impulsiveness, so he decides as a day-old baby to steal fifty head of cattle |
from his half-brother Apollo, claiming that he was hungry for something |
more substantial than the milk he was given. In doing so, Hermes displays |
his craftiness by walking the stolen cattle backward and by wearing special |
sandals he crafted himself to obscure his footprints. When he got back, |
he slaughtered and cooked two of the cattle but did not eat the meat. |
Instead, he hid it away and climbed back into his crib. |
When Hermes' mother, Maia, discovers what he has done, she questions him by |
asking how he could be so shameless to do such a thing. Hermes first denies |
the accusations by saying, "I am just a little baby. How could I possibly |
have stolen these cattle?" Maia, who sees through her child's attempt at |
deception, questions Hermes again, who laments in frustration, "Why must we |
live in this cave when the other gods live on Olympus enjoying the fruits of |
sacrifices? If my father will not give me honors, then I will steal them." |
Apollo eventually notices that some cattle from his herd are gone and also |
somehow already knows that it was the newly-born Hermes that took them. |
Apollo tracks down and questions Hermes, who once again responds with, |
"I am just a little baby. How could I possibly have stolen your cattle?" |
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