EmoClass
stringclasses
10 values
EmoAct
float64
1
7
EmoVal
float64
1
7
EmoDom
float64
1
7
SpkrID
int64
1
3.33k
Gender
stringclasses
2 values
Split_Set
stringclasses
2 values
transcript
stringlengths
1
353
emotion2vec_features
listlengths
1
1
S
2.6
3.4
3.2
1,881
Female
Development
and i can't prove it, but i know it. and-
[ { "feats": [ -0.022611167281866074, -0.2467508614063263, 0.16300883889198303, -0.028917286545038223, 0.9484460353851318, 0.49367284774780273, 0.11893176287412643, 1.3884552717208862, 0.8075268864631653, -0.06003479287028313, -0.8741403222084045, ...
S
2.6
2.8
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
... was happening to her. and so i don't blame her. she's five years older than me, and i was a very young child.
[ { "feats": [ 0.14536236226558685, -0.2318233996629715, 0.16283850371837616, 0.01563039794564247, 0.8045186996459961, 0.4376299977302551, 0.14899468421936035, 1.2534539699554443, 0.8998790383338928, 0.04450825974345207, -0.8545508980751038, ...
S
2.6
3
3.2
1,881
Female
Development
i didn't know at the time what she was going through, but years later i put pieces together.
[ { "feats": [ 0.14085423946380615, -0.21042586863040924, 0.1029987782239914, -0.037299592047929764, 0.7129335999488831, 0.4064936339855194, 0.08798138052225113, 1.3041410446166992, 0.7480677366256714, 0.015656519681215286, -0.8679163455963135, ...
S
1.8
2.6
2.8
1,881
Female
Development
most of her life. and i'm not at all surprised at that was happening. she'll never admit that, but...
[ { "feats": [ 0.08040644973516464, -0.2551698386669159, 0.15259401500225067, 0.0023017653729766607, 0.8322120904922485, 0.4805755615234375, 0.09016042947769165, 1.3814979791641235, 0.7797999978065491, -0.05363776907324791, -0.9321932196617126, ...
N
2.2
3.4
2.6
1,881
Female
Development
come up below if you have any specific disney workouts.
[ { "feats": [ 0.16512274742126465, -0.23214136064052582, 0.2072678953409195, -0.12689216434955597, 0.7257492542266846, 0.36160844564437866, 0.1182573065161705, 1.1871559619903564, 0.9234814047813416, -0.07373154908418655, -0.8178040981292725, ...
N
2.8
4
3.2
1,881
Female
Development
and they came to our home and they were staying for about a week with their new baby.
[ { "feats": [ -0.030217580497264862, -0.12507236003875732, 0.20374880731105804, 0.022438397631049156, 0.852113664150238, 0.365395724773407, 0.14598523080348969, 1.319863200187683, 0.8382181525230408, -0.03644804283976555, -0.7312352657318115, ...
N
3.2
3.8
4
1,881
Female
Development
and i met her husband. i hadn't met him before.
[ { "feats": [ 0.09873757511377335, -0.2158580720424652, 0.0962110161781311, 0.004449785221368074, 0.8775802254676819, 0.5122023224830627, 0.14591103792190552, 1.333144187927246, 0.9103854298591614, -0.07961562275886536, -0.899252712726593, 0...
H
3.2
4.4
4
1,881
Female
Development
in essence, i loved going out in that pool.
[ { "feats": [ -0.009125063195824623, -0.22716890275478363, 0.19275668263435364, -0.011714360676705837, 0.9023127555847168, 0.35870078206062317, 0.09921147674322128, 1.3128944635391235, 0.8663977980613708, -0.032974425703287125, -0.9001772999763489...
N
3.8
3.4
4.6
1,881
Female
Development
i didn't care if anybody was out there or not. i was going to go in the pool. so i was out in the pool.
[ { "feats": [ 0.08165763318538666, -0.20465880632400513, 0.20537078380584717, 0.007930992171168327, 0.8752894401550293, 0.3027801513671875, 0.11359784752130508, 1.3484135866165161, 0.8484710454940796, -0.013017009012401104, -0.8287086486816406, ...
X
3.2
4
3.6
1,881
Female
Development
and bill wanted to come in, too. now that wasn't unusual. we had... when relatives would come to stay. i live in florida and-
[ { "feats": [ 0.12374364584684372, -0.11743029206991196, 0.14640018343925476, -0.02741699479520321, 0.8155573010444641, 0.47378501296043396, 0.04868192598223686, 1.4223277568817139, 0.8210212588310242, -0.014066184870898724, -0.890690267086029, ...
H
3.2
4.6
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
she'd only been married for a year and a half, two years less something-
[ { "feats": [ 0.06706053018569946, -0.21761424839496613, 0.19309014081954956, -0.0707324743270874, 0.6156311631202698, 0.3399865925312042, 0.07867686450481415, 1.1265318393707275, 0.810955822467804, -0.016935287043452263, -0.6514628529548645, ...
X
3.8
3.8
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
... he came into the pool with me. i didn't think anything of it. i got older brothers and i didn't think anything of it.
[ { "feats": [ 0.18277418613433838, -0.1417006403207779, 0.044642820954322815, 0.015156946144998074, 0.7038869857788086, 0.34085527062416077, 0.10346183180809021, 1.2541791200637817, 0.8432381749153137, -0.0012202452635392547, -0.773313045501709, ...
N
3
3.6
4
1,881
Female
Development
and he swam closer to me and he goes-
[ { "feats": [ 0.08982955664396286, -0.11946307867765427, 0.05665649473667145, -0.04140438139438629, 0.8365498185157776, 0.5682498812675476, 0.1736225187778473, 1.468660593032837, 0.7328952550888062, -0.022264782339334488, -1.040298342704773, ...
N
3.4
3.6
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
... wanting to tickle me.
[ { "feats": [ 0.21117781102657318, -0.17098411917686462, 0.2087160050868988, 0.07219982147216797, 0.9745389819145203, 0.5864752531051636, -0.025473253801465034, 1.3202790021896362, 0.7643607258796692, 0.03561188653111458, -0.8557188510894775, ...
X
2.8
3.8
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
sorry, my husband just came home so the dogs were barking.
[ { "feats": [ 0.013779289089143276, -0.16759125888347626, 0.20247545838356018, 0.024840576574206352, 0.8234880566596985, 0.26821011304855347, 0.12022233009338379, 1.0912257432937622, 0.9538991451263428, -0.11168887466192245, -0.7138535976409912, ...
S
3.4
3.2
3.6
1,881
Female
Development
in florida. it's something they all look forward to in, they're from north carolina. so-
[ { "feats": [ 0.106297068297863, -0.250199556350708, 0.11015842854976654, -0.02180645987391472, 0.7822977304458618, 0.26850372552871704, 0.06317171454429626, 1.4125220775604248, 0.8092330694198608, -0.06442563235759735, -0.729476273059845, 0...
S
2.6
2.2
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
she just said, "don't tell sissy. and that was the end of it. i was 10."
[ { "feats": [ 0.04497262090444565, -0.15120531618595123, 0.12074463069438934, -0.0013001919724047184, 0.7604507207870483, 0.46458137035369873, 0.06558998674154282, 1.2632802724838257, 0.8079657554626465, 0.0028731480706483126, -0.9102667570114136,...
U
3.4
3.4
4.4
1,881
Female
Development
there was another family member who abused me. i'm not going to say anything of who, but i can remember at the age of four-
[ { "feats": [ 0.14011722803115845, -0.11134420335292816, 0.2026050090789795, -0.08637763559818268, 0.8058434724807739, 0.4933967888355255, -0.008077401667833328, 1.2389216423034668, 0.8131505250930786, -0.09642907977104187, -1.027983546257019, ...
N
3.8
2.6
4.4
1,881
Female
Development
that's not normal. that's not normal. and i-
[ { "feats": [ 0.05670648068189621, -0.2966977655887604, 0.19221316277980804, 0.023038368672132492, 0.7895609736442566, 0.5288172960281372, -0.03145332634449005, 1.3286949396133423, 0.8552935123443604, -0.07381545007228851, -1.010282278060913, ...
S
3.2
3.2
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
bondage sex dreams at the age of four.
[ { "feats": [ 0.074205681681633, -0.27441921830177307, 0.1529293656349182, -0.11666614562273026, 0.6792399883270264, 0.27190330624580383, 0.15534864366054535, 1.1849802732467651, 0.8257855176925659, -0.023769963532686234, -0.8182371258735657, ...
S
3.6
2.8
4.2
1,881
Female
Development
the abuse that happened to me. now, i'll be honest with you, i don't remember it. i don't remember it at all. don't remember what happened. don't remember how it happened.
[ { "feats": [ 0.1584032028913498, -0.022076277062296867, 0.19840580224990845, -0.02365494892001152, 0.7996475100517273, 0.3910202383995056, 0.03338219225406647, 1.6409108638763428, 1.02102792263031, -0.04989184811711311, -0.7184772491455078, ...
S
3.2
2.6
3.2
1,881
Female
Development
... i was still screaming 15 minutes later and my mom actually came in and looked. now she never cared before. she never cared. she never stopped him from beating us. she didn't give a shit.
[ { "feats": [ 0.15350694954395294, -0.2028874307870865, 0.1970430314540863, 0.03377882391214371, 0.6856922507286072, 0.3097021281719208, 0.02974964864552021, 1.328709602355957, 0.8120439648628235, -0.029876606538891792, -0.828409731388092, -...
N
4.2
2.8
4.2
1,881
Female
Development
and i looked down and when i looked down at my thigh, i saw a bruise.
[ { "feats": [ 0.22979836165905, -0.21751438081264496, 0.17853239178657532, 0.052492912858724594, 0.8134506940841675, 0.4249703586101532, 0.09238053858280182, 1.3863606452941895, 0.7318554520606995, 0.03248080611228943, -0.8400886654853821, -...
U
5.4
3.6
5
1,881
Female
Development
and i saw that and my eyes got big and i went.
[ { "feats": [ -0.07885637134313583, -0.16699732840061188, 0.1365835815668106, -0.038485702127218246, 0.8268100023269653, 0.44412127137184143, 0.15389032661914825, 1.4287669658660889, 0.715816080570221, -0.09786301851272583, -0.8717958927154541, ...
S
3.2
3.2
4
1,881
Female
Development
i never saw him smile. he never said, i love you. he never-
[ { "feats": [ 0.09839408844709396, -0.19426476955413818, 0.09154321253299713, -0.031808409839868546, 0.6785261631011963, 0.26900917291641235, 0.0036811046302318573, 1.3051990270614624, 0.834365963935852, -0.00940265879034996, -0.7658321857452393, ...
S
3.6
2.6
4
1,881
Female
Development
so then growing up in an abusive household, and my dad was gone by the time i was 12.
[ { "feats": [ 0.07822658866643906, -0.1426514983177185, 0.12470846623182297, 0.009617147967219353, 0.6387619972229004, 0.3675130009651184, -0.048799946904182434, 1.0748826265335083, 0.699919581413269, 0.08863572031259537, -0.8363772034645081, ...
S
3.8
2.6
4.4
1,881
Female
Development
looked, apparently just like my father's mother, whom my mother hated.
[ { "feats": [ 0.04824601113796234, -0.11818567663431168, 0.17825499176979065, 0.007802391424775124, 0.653770387172699, 0.45160406827926636, 0.08174699544906616, 1.2656437158584595, 0.8450995087623596, 0.022165268659591675, -0.7421767711639404, ...
S
2.6
2.8
4
1,881
Female
Development
parents were abusive, horrible people, but i still took care of them when they were dying.
[ { "feats": [ 0.06822519749403, -0.32102325558662415, 0.12718869745731354, 0.003181695006787777, 0.726735532283783, 0.2521491050720215, 0.06327223032712936, 1.2150598764419556, 0.8521512746810913, -0.0034460793249309063, -0.6483181118965149, ...
S
3.2
3.4
3.6
1,881
Female
Development
became boy crazy, if you will. i mean, i just wanted a boyfriend. i just wanted somebody to love me and i didn't know any way to get it.
[ { "feats": [ 0.15238550305366516, -0.14819543063640594, 0.11556199938058853, 0.03054805099964142, 0.7146472334861755, 0.4066731333732605, 0.12262595444917679, 1.2701629400253296, 0.8110684752464294, -0.012368561699986458, -0.8324539661407471, ...
S
3.2
2.8
4
1,881
Female
Development
and i regretted that my whole life. and then i broke up with him fairly quickly, and then i started dating this other guy.
[ { "feats": [ 0.032561205327510834, -0.22069336473941803, 0.1172080785036087, 0.01265147514641285, 0.7273801565170288, 0.3338127136230469, 0.11077350378036499, 1.2498438358306885, 0.6447983384132385, 0.041136614978313446, -0.7810906767845154, ...
S
3.2
2.2
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
you can come out in just a minute, but just give me a minute. and she must've reamed my dad out. but she never did it in front of us, ever, ever. i never saw them fight. i never saw them argue.
[ { "feats": [ 0.04827773943543434, -0.2430914342403412, 0.1434096097946167, -0.016371242702007294, 0.7821850180625916, 0.3963342607021332, 0.1678367704153061, 1.2219345569610596, 0.6642327308654785, -0.015806574374437332, -0.8455970883369446, ...
S
2.2
2.6
4
1,881
Female
Development
he didn't want... he would have broken up with me even if i hadn't had an abortion. i was tainted at that point.
[ { "feats": [ 0.056528445333242416, -0.09939397126436234, 0.11085899919271469, -0.01467019971460104, 0.7153965830802917, 0.39773568511009216, 0.11391208320856094, 1.2889404296875, 0.7797700762748718, -0.016604222357273102, -0.8250505924224854, ...
N
3
4.2
4
1,881
Female
Development
football coach at our school who had an in-home bible study group.
[ { "feats": [ 0.0875011682510376, -0.21229217946529388, 0.19432379305362701, -0.06447826325893402, 0.7320727705955505, 0.2761251926422119, 0.03020663931965828, 1.2214828729629517, 0.788223147392273, 0.1033405214548111, -0.7076783180236816, -...
N
3
3.8
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
i cried the whole time and when it was over i was still crying. i felt so bad about it. it was mostly people from my high school, but it was also people from-
[ { "feats": [ 0.061580829322338104, -0.339481383562088, 0.20362365245819092, -0.05693599581718445, 0.7901228070259094, 0.37715214490890503, 0.13788099586963654, 1.2397295236587524, 0.7402151823043823, 0.05619363486766815, -0.6470495462417603, ...
S
3
3
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
and apparently rumors about me, had gone around school, which i was not aware of, until after i'd graduated. but-
[ { "feats": [ 0.1087881550192833, -0.228145569562912, 0.11485080420970917, -0.010741500183939934, 0.6548991203308105, 0.28319263458251953, 0.053755830973386765, 1.1984426975250244, 0.7033168077468872, 0.0610361322760582, -0.8478510975837708, ...
N
2.8
3.8
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
towards me, a little more interested in me.
[ { "feats": [ 0.10524789988994598, -0.2752542495727539, 0.22865766286849976, 0.07726479321718216, 0.7831961512565613, 0.5272401571273804, 0.01985182799398899, 1.2302918434143066, 0.7877758741378784, 0.0649477168917656, -0.7548102736473083, -...
X
4.2
3.4
4.8
1,881
Female
Development
and so we started going out and right away, i mean right away, he wanted me to move in with him.
[ { "feats": [ 0.20137527585029602, -0.21120058000087738, 0.1696498543024063, -0.07624553889036179, 0.8545418977737427, 0.4002697169780731, 0.11786211282014847, 1.3981804847717285, 0.7913725972175598, -0.05134876072406769, -0.959496796131134, ...
N
3.4
3.8
4
1,881
Female
Development
and a few months later we got married and i got pregnant right away.
[ { "feats": [ 0.05334938317537308, -0.22322072088718414, 0.09044317901134491, -0.042192209511995316, 0.6156303882598877, 0.39761292934417725, 0.10591589659452438, 1.2078473567962646, 0.6984560489654541, -0.08947092294692993, -0.8519063591957092, ...
N
3.6
3.6
4.2
1,881
Female
Development
prior to him for a month and a half, so it'd been four months between the time i had been with someone, and this point besides him.
[ { "feats": [ 0.05858723074197769, -0.22163909673690796, 0.13458722829818726, 0.007199077866971493, 0.7092046141624451, 0.3584747314453125, 0.048152998089790344, 1.2213865518569946, 0.7676839828491211, -0.06556589156389236, -0.8287072777748108, ...
X
3
3.2
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
yet i believed that for a long time. and then, all of a sudden i-
[ { "feats": [ 0.08950917422771454, -0.23470158874988556, 0.04196669161319733, -0.003129109973087907, 0.7703632116317749, 0.4012417197227478, 0.11857108771800995, 1.1687935590744019, 0.6975830793380737, -0.09344696998596191, -0.872487485408783, ...
S
2.4
2.4
3.2
1,881
Female
Development
13 years, and raped me for 13 years.
[ { "feats": [ 0.16582827270030975, -0.25090667605400085, 0.3740452229976654, -0.027209896594285965, 0.6664765477180481, 0.3248705565929413, -0.03342859819531441, 1.055152416229248, 0.9031912088394165, -0.018002575263381004, -0.9058299660682678, ...
S
2.2
1.8
3.2
1,881
Female
Development
and fred beat me up very, very badly one night and raped me and passed out because he was drunk at the time. he was a drug addict, alcoholic.
[ { "feats": [ 0.15009526908397675, -0.1715593934059143, 0.16986995935440063, -0.11069793999195099, 0.6920095682144165, 0.3058079779148102, 0.06622999906539917, 1.1625120639801025, 0.7032185196876526, 0.011948284693062305, -0.8146040439605713, ...
S
3.8
2.4
4.4
1,881
Female
Development
my parents, my family knew what was going on, but they didn't care.
[ { "feats": [ 0.10409670323133469, -0.2611733376979828, 0.13457918167114258, 0.10805492103099823, 0.6684892773628235, 0.2296743243932724, 0.07797800749540329, 1.1878247261047363, 0.8904659152030945, 0.054312534630298615, -0.7083866000175476, ...
X
2.8
3.2
4
1,881
Female
Development
they had a shelter call me back, because that was the way it worked.
[ { "feats": [ 0.13778609037399292, -0.24013197422027588, 0.14571641385555267, 0.010197737254202366, 0.8247566223144531, 0.2945537865161896, 0.13112568855285645, 1.3999781608581543, 0.808815598487854, -0.026354439556598663, -0.6418033838272095, ...
S
3.6
3.2
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
so i stayed, because i had nowhere to go. i stayed for 13 years because i had nowhere else to go. but when my son was 10, i went back to college.
[ { "feats": [ 0.047094881534576416, -0.14159676432609558, 0.0851828008890152, -0.018874216824769974, 0.6864809989929199, 0.34457409381866455, 0.08789001405239105, 1.241418719291687, 0.6929993629455566, -0.035737790167331696, -0.7801917791366577, ...
N
3
4.6
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
i was a founding member of the association of honors program students. i graduated from the honors program.
[ { "feats": [ 0.07821296900510788, -0.22039857506752014, 0.051495056599378586, -0.08740439265966415, 0.611265242099762, 0.27475959062576294, -0.03776965290307999, 1.0501832962036133, 0.8002732396125793, 0.16538786888122559, -0.6919073462486267, ...
X
3
4.2
4.2
1,881
Female
Development
an accounting job and i've been an accountant ever since.
[ { "feats": [ 0.2352040708065033, -0.16548219323158264, 0.15854091942310333, -0.08144159615039825, 0.9285274147987366, 0.5225535035133362, 0.08961085975170135, 1.4322398900985718, 0.8958850502967834, 0.015618946403265, -0.8902638554573059, -...
C
4
3.4
3.6
1,881
Female
Development
married man away from his family, which i was okay with, because i hated his guts.
[ { "feats": [ 0.12588469684123993, -0.22124117612838745, 0.11544744670391083, -0.042267825454473495, 0.7573051452636719, 0.30721938610076904, 0.1211886778473854, 1.2155442237854004, 0.7901556491851807, -0.17035716772079468, -0.6482059359550476, ...
S
3
3
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
so, i negotiated between the two of them. i shouldn't have. but i said, "okay, why don't we just do it every other week?"
[ { "feats": [ 0.06781812012195587, -0.25100117921829224, 0.20060086250305176, -0.10936027765274048, 0.6703963279724121, 0.3227773606777191, 0.07613572478294373, 1.2640396356582642, 0.8052893877029419, 0.03736726567149162, -0.6556480526924133, ...
N
2.6
3.6
4
1,881
Female
Development
they agreed to that and the divorce was finalized.
[ { "feats": [ -0.015515906736254692, -0.3184092342853546, 0.15886910259723663, -0.11656127125024796, 0.8163849115371704, 0.4491588771343231, 0.13922223448753357, 1.304125189781189, 0.736443281173706, -0.030280083417892456, -0.8945080041885376, ...
X
2.4
3.8
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
he was head usher at church.
[ { "feats": [ 0.05319659411907196, -0.19487743079662323, 0.21961195766925812, -0.05485112965106964, 0.9205348491668701, 0.4474843740463257, 0.10430421680212021, 1.4692788124084473, 0.8181930780410767, -0.058020252734422684, -0.9333498477935791, ...
X
3.2
3
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
he was divorced. he had custody of his two boys because his wife couldn't be bothered to raise them, ex-wife.
[ { "feats": [ 0.09454435855150223, -0.2104077786207199, 0.19987256824970245, -0.10858280211687088, 0.8001158237457275, 0.28045371174812317, 0.05082859471440315, 1.3584635257720947, 0.8655692338943481, -0.03681070730090141, -0.6786239743232727, ...
H
2.8
5.4
4
1,881
Female
Development
they were all the same age, and he was the most wonderful christian man i've ever met in my life.
[ { "feats": [ 0.04770922288298607, -0.23210899531841278, 0.17217575013637543, -0.000529803684912622, 0.7657813429832458, 0.47328588366508484, 0.11870802193880081, 1.2242317199707031, 0.845813512802124, -0.04869705066084862, -0.9069852828979492, ...
N
2.8
3.4
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
we got married october, on '97.
[ { "feats": [ -0.022523799911141396, -0.12398482859134674, 0.13885857164859772, -0.04080924019217491, 0.609841525554657, 0.3455960750579834, 0.1367296427488327, 1.2054674625396729, 0.804926872253418, 0.010750174522399902, -0.7365305423736572, ...
S
3.4
2.8
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
his funeral was on our original wedding.
[ { "feats": [ 0.14475801587104797, -0.1548399180173874, 0.2110627144575119, -0.01492462307214737, 0.8237115740776062, 0.45948919653892517, 0.07020395249128342, 1.2114938497543335, 0.8404863476753235, 0.00007733417442068458, -0.9329087138175964, ...
S
3.6
2.6
3.6
1,881
Female
Development
at the time, it upset me very much, because i'd hated him so long and he would not leave us alone. i skipped a big chunk of where he sued me for two years for custody of our son.
[ { "feats": [ 0.106235072016716, -0.14953097701072693, 0.14052392542362213, -0.08694574981927872, 0.7085686922073364, 0.3592948317527771, 0.05825386568903923, 1.2251989841461182, 0.7903013229370117, -0.036882184445858, -0.7073379158973694, -...
A
3.2
2.8
4.2
1,881
Female
Development
she did not include any of the convictions my ex-husband had for domestic abuse.
[ { "feats": [ 0.17161540687084198, -0.17967358231544495, 0.08736267685890198, -0.0776568353176117, 0.7213013768196106, 0.49545371532440186, 0.05182744935154915, 1.266836404800415, 0.73988938331604, -0.07744474709033966, -0.9553775191307068, ...
X
4.4
2.6
5.6
1,881
Female
Development
i called the cops on him more times than you can count. he was convicted three times. three times.
[ { "feats": [ 0.17339585721492767, -0.09263578802347183, 0.19707314670085907, 0.025139011442661285, 0.6844422817230225, 0.45947036147117615, 0.13330508768558502, 1.2238624095916748, 0.722320556640625, -0.009605387225747108, -0.921665608882904, ...
S
3.2
3
3.8
1,881
Female
Development
through all of this, i have begged for help. i've looked for-
[ { "feats": [ 0.130885049700737, -0.29764342308044434, 0.14545504748821259, -0.0602051317691803, 0.8414416313171387, 0.49285393953323364, 0.11054593324661255, 1.4641034603118896, 0.7815107703208923, -0.016392644494771957, -0.8271912932395935, ...
S
2.4
2.4
3.4
1,881
Female
Development
there's my saga. if you can help me, please do. thanks.
[ { "feats": [ 0.15058772265911102, -0.1903330236673355, 0.19576865434646606, -0.04875833913683891, 0.7837752103805542, 0.4367325007915497, 0.13525307178497314, 1.244519591331482, 0.8567129969596863, -0.031051794067025185, -0.6866739392280579, ...
S
2.8
3.2
3.8
2,391
Male
Train
but in my adult life, i don't truly see nightmares. i mostly see stressful dreams, which...
[ { "feats": [ 0.05180202051997185, -0.22068515419960022, 0.13822008669376373, -0.07096642255783081, 0.860373318195343, 0.4569116234779358, -0.08577390760183334, 1.4747328758239746, 0.7587200999259949, -0.09130564332008362, -0.8846799731254578, ...
A
3.4
2.8
3.6
2,391
Male
Train
so it's this huge thing around my body. and i sleep usually on my back because i'm trying to fucking fix my-
[ { "feats": [ 0.09482481330633163, -0.09541275352239609, 0.1733238399028778, -0.015701301395893097, 0.6993724703788757, 0.3453958332538605, 0.004411458037793636, 1.047830581665039, 0.646360456943512, -0.018071474507451057, -0.8005053400993347, ...
A
4.4
2.8
4.8
2,391
Male
Train
because, there's no way someone else is in the house. and that's not a fucking intruder-
[ { "feats": [ 0.06483203917741776, -0.24888716638088226, 0.1874447911977768, 0.010201655328273773, 0.712205171585083, 0.4305197596549988, 0.07765695452690125, 1.3302667140960693, 0.7969756722450256, -0.025858331471681595, -0.8280704021453857, ...
S
3.4
3.4
4.2
2,391
Male
Train
who actually managed to scream. i probably would've woken myself up-
[ { "feats": [ 0.03029770217835903, -0.2715216279029846, 0.1364375650882721, 0.045811668038368225, 0.7794345021247864, 0.4088953733444214, -0.0042283316142857075, 1.316959023475647, 0.7923216223716736, -0.013468973338603973, -0.8425370454788208, ...
S
3
3
3.4
2,391
Male
Train
in the dream i'm screaming and i'm struggling because i-
[ { "feats": [ 0.05363001301884651, -0.2692641019821167, 0.16126896440982819, -0.08059662580490112, 0.9344162940979004, 0.46410077810287476, 0.12089929729700089, 1.350314974784851, 0.7946122884750366, -0.17403297126293182, -0.7751445174217224, ...
S
3.8
2.6
4.4
2,391
Male
Train
... watching me directly, but it's right to my side and it's keeping me down so i can feel this freaking pressure-
[ { "feats": [ 0.15788991749286652, -0.2907177805900574, 0.14490728080272675, 0.07551934570074081, 0.8282735347747803, 0.4517352879047394, -0.021549882367253304, 1.2395906448364258, 0.7569653391838074, -0.04223797470331192, -0.8537883162498474, ...
A
3.6
2
4
2,391
Male
Train
and susan, then i came back. and over time, what i can see this fucking arm-
[ { "feats": [ 0.05767025798559189, -0.2122507393360138, 0.1661246418952942, -0.025072922930121422, 0.937476396560669, 0.44499585032463074, 0.14539797604084015, 1.4187005758285522, 0.7829543948173523, -0.05192014202475548, -0.9602366089820862, ...
X
4.4
3.2
4
2,391
Male
Train
remember eating on anything or being injected with anything or something like that. so i have been gassed. there's an intruder in the house. perhaps there's more.
[ { "feats": [ 0.12502284348011017, -0.23246678709983826, 0.26893213391304016, -0.007280781865119934, 0.6964581608772278, 0.3777242600917816, 0.030280064791440964, 1.1905609369277954, 0.7909510731697083, -0.08743423968553543, -0.7818273305892944, ...
N
4.4
3.6
4.2
2,391
Male
Train
and what their purpose is, because if it is to steal stuff-
[ { "feats": [ 0.05552695691585541, -0.368839830160141, 0.1539599448442459, -0.023285875096917152, 0.9346566200256348, 0.4119555950164795, -0.008800524286925793, 1.5527268648147583, 0.7776669263839722, 0.0606539361178875, -0.8150608539581299, ...
N
3.6
3.8
4
2,391
Male
Train
my thought is-
[ { "feats": [ -0.09858843684196472, -0.2934269309043884, 0.2602490782737732, -0.0318819060921669, 0.8699305653572083, 0.6039950251579285, 0.1469421237707138, 1.4763075113296509, 0.6710460186004639, 0.02599523402750492, -0.7781823873519897, -...
S
3.8
3.2
3.8
2,391
Male
Train
i still don't have full control of my body and i'm truly not very strong to begin with.
[ { "feats": [ 0.12298309803009033, -0.27266937494277954, 0.13449858129024506, 0.020288612693548203, 0.7991413474082947, 0.42035889625549316, -0.012432578019797802, 1.3283913135528564, 0.7241886258125305, -0.001946039847098291, -1.0134425163269043,...
N
3.6
3
3.8
2,391
Male
Train
trying to explain this in the dream as i have been drugged and i can't move very well.
[ { "feats": [ 0.03925703465938568, -0.23574145138263702, 0.19497589766979218, -0.07024051994085312, 0.8385196924209595, 0.4408611059188843, 0.07271873950958252, 1.2674055099487305, 0.7729383111000061, -0.07029830664396286, -0.8731472492218018, ...
N
3.6
4
3.8
2,391
Male
Train
also, there was lots of-
[ { "feats": [ 0.1767914891242981, -0.03658825531601906, 0.09147566556930542, -0.06333183497190475, 1.0684187412261963, 0.7912744879722595, 0.11758045107126236, 1.7786167860031128, 0.8728291988372803, -0.053507544100284576, -1.0341233015060425, ...
X
3.4
4.2
4
2,391
Male
Train
but it does amuse me to an extent that, if anything, it revealed me to be-
[ { "feats": [ 0.028571998700499535, -0.17182983458042145, 0.1252538561820984, -0.05523364245891571, 0.8162835836410522, 0.47890523076057434, 0.05287773534655571, 1.3573863506317139, 0.7051758170127869, 0.0027070927899330854, -0.9340580105781555, ...
X
4.6
3.4
4
2,391
Male
Train
base, so fuck you.
[ { "feats": [ 0.054057709872722626, -0.12916556000709534, 0.2508786618709564, -0.03312831372022629, 0.7896035313606262, 0.4248696565628052, 0.12850168347358704, 1.4074217081069946, 0.8349155187606812, -0.10253830999135971, -0.6471084356307983, ...
S
3
3
4.4
2,391
Male
Train
my dad because my dad, when he was younger and he would see dreams with some fucked up-
[ { "feats": [ 0.0580301433801651, -0.13996607065200806, 0.21690843999385834, 0.01641085185110569, 0.7962727546691895, 0.3327779769897461, 0.06292599439620972, 1.2513513565063477, 0.7095645666122437, -0.06708034873008728, -0.7095947265625, 0....
N
3
3.6
3.8
2,391
Male
Train
feel free to leave a comment telling me-
[ { "feats": [ 0.023931145668029785, -0.2038157433271408, 0.12655845284461975, -0.19627216458320618, 0.9370338916778564, 0.4512960612773895, 0.11477551609277725, 1.4006699323654175, 0.9301639795303345, -0.0840190201997757, -0.9374142289161682, ...
O
4.2
2.6
4.2
2,391
Male
Train
paranormal. perhaps that guy is god. i don't know. there there have been so many theories and perhaps so fucking bullshit.
[ { "feats": [ 0.11396405845880508, -0.17415542900562286, 0.24614503979682922, -0.008068586699664593, 0.6950151920318604, 0.38118457794189453, 0.04703369736671448, 1.3478262424468994, 0.8369432091712952, -0.06134020537137985, -0.8018937706947327, ...
X
3.8
3.4
4
1,883
Female
Development
obeying no matter what. and we're in some of that now, because i think what slavery, even though it was abolished with the...
[ { "feats": [ 0.04391708970069885, -0.18945863842964172, 0.2243259698152542, -0.05668021738529205, 0.7124632000923157, 0.4103256165981293, 0.11756976693868637, 1.2384955883026123, 0.7460971474647522, -0.03185649588704109, -0.8288102149963379, ...
S
3
2.6
3.6
1,883
Female
Development
false information, and no one takes their time to investigate because-
[ { "feats": [ 0.03242374584078789, -0.15832693874835968, 0.12154340744018555, -0.08201625943183899, 0.6884170174598694, 0.352913498878479, 0.021718516945838928, 1.1550363302230835, 0.7529496550559998, -0.006948076654225588, -0.7769875526428223, ...
S
3
2.8
4.4
1,883
Female
Development
to those of us who are experiencing difficulty around these topics. the hyper arousal that can come about when you are bombarded with images.
[ { "feats": [ 0.09907763451337814, -0.19015507400035858, 0.13267451524734497, -0.012674601748585701, 0.7373567819595337, 0.3710773289203644, 0.12410788238048553, 1.2452871799468994, 0.7561700344085693, -0.03402429446578026, -0.8251391649246216, ...
S
2.8
3.2
3.2
1,883
Female
Development
but how would they feel to hear that type of rhetoric?
[ { "feats": [ 0.09882323443889618, -0.19264715909957886, 0.1899898201227188, -0.10221230983734131, 0.9073444604873657, 0.5351154208183289, -0.007563048042356968, 1.7351263761520386, 0.7451220154762268, -0.036397963762283325, -0.9215117692947388, ...
N
4.4
3.8
4
1,883
Female
Development
while consumerism is obviously a big point, and that conversation of you are not enough.
[ { "feats": [ 0.11750662326812744, -0.26573044061660767, 0.1838279366493225, -0.03170003741979599, 0.6686646342277527, 0.39406999945640564, 0.04300468787550926, 1.2445127964019775, 0.7230878472328186, -0.0334499254822731, -0.8648229837417603, ...
U
4.8
3.6
5
1,883
Female
Development
whoa, whoa, whoa. the gestures, the hand motions of, "whoa, whoa, no need to be angry with black woman." and it's like-
[ { "feats": [ 0.09170298278331757, -0.16095170378684998, 0.217347651720047, -0.027772169560194016, 0.7372112274169922, 0.34101787209510803, -0.034046050161123276, 1.2954953908920288, 0.8102434277534485, -0.09609448164701462, -0.6388111710548401, ...
X
5.2
3
4.6
1,883
Female
Development
they can appear a certain way. they use that to their advantage to survive. and it's not just, i'm not enough. i'm going to do what i can to assimilate, so that i'm not bothered.
[ { "feats": [ 0.04511784017086029, -0.20780470967292786, 0.21569474041461945, 0.00012538999726530164, 0.7153226137161255, 0.40379568934440613, 0.11772852391004562, 1.250402569770813, 0.7594652771949768, -0.0672687515616417, -0.9014317989349365, ...
H
4.2
5
4.6
1,883
Female
Development
i know of some colleagues that have gone to oxford just because, "hey."
[ { "feats": [ 0.11635211110115051, -0.16045522689819336, 0.14501747488975525, 0.06771839410066605, 0.7916697859764099, 0.519619882106781, 0.19224007427692413, 1.4063078165054321, 0.7793241143226624, 0.004405403509736061, -0.8169050812721252, ...
S
4.2
3
4.2
1,883
Female
Development
thousands of dollars of debt in america. and i'm like, "i understand."
[ { "feats": [ 0.1885010451078415, -0.13936486840248108, 0.14427682757377625, -0.047008637338876724, 0.6659217476844788, 0.34920501708984375, -0.03858111798763275, 1.143222451210022, 0.8056906461715698, -0.07717190682888031, -0.8646540641784668, ...
X
4.6
3.6
4.8
1,883
Female
Development
from marginalized groups rise to attention and rise to a point of power, but have been cut down by government agencies, because-
[ { "feats": [ 0.15974123775959015, -0.27446800470352173, 0.12728047370910645, -0.08117929100990295, 0.7799056172370911, 0.37554341554641724, 0.01626455783843994, 1.2192400693893433, 0.7490673065185547, 0.03929952159523964, -0.9711575508117676, ...
N
4.4
3.8
4
1,883
Female
Development
at times my point of view doesn't necessarily come from a malicious.
[ { "feats": [ 0.10589586943387985, -0.3278403580188751, 0.2076287567615509, -0.10416839271783829, 0.7402737736701965, 0.3907496929168701, 0.06796403229236603, 1.2793643474578857, 0.8563013076782227, -0.027517814189195633, -0.9027988314628601, ...
C
4.6
2.6
4.8
1,883
Female
Development
insert themselves into black culture, selling these tan bronzers for your skin and all this, and i'm just like,-
[ { "feats": [ 0.09849099814891815, -0.21987271308898926, 0.22688451409339905, -0.015379604883491993, 0.7496954798698425, 0.4795168936252594, 0.058024972677230835, 1.1779083013534546, 0.8718530535697937, -0.1029534786939621, -0.8609119653701782, ...
N
4.8
3.6
4.4
1,883
Female
Development
the ideas and principles that society has-
[ { "feats": [ -0.003966926597058773, -0.28426554799079895, 0.15723305940628052, 0.06120097264647484, 0.7613458037376404, 0.4307307004928589, 0.12432149797677994, 1.3804744482040405, 0.6926127076148987, -0.022106874734163284, -0.9625069499015808, ...
X
4
3
4
1,883
Female
Development
and ended up moving away from the south to new york, because she needed opportunity for work. but she's still a person, even as a black woman.
[ { "feats": [ 0.0975690707564354, -0.22971734404563904, 0.13594260811805725, -0.03551541268825531, 0.7870782613754272, 0.42394983768463135, 0.13525474071502686, 1.2233914136886597, 0.7529501914978027, 0.03377554938197136, -0.8521263599395752, ...
S
4.8
2.2
4.8
1,883
Female
Development
that would be gut-wrenching. as a human, it was still gut-wrenching for me to watch that. and i have no idea who he was.
[ { "feats": [ 0.13896599411964417, -0.20028525590896606, 0.1299593299627304, -0.10222985595464706, 0.7516940832138062, 0.31666314601898193, 0.06907615065574646, 1.3611149787902832, 0.701274573802948, 0.03655353933572769, -0.8768529891967773, ...
X
5
2.6
5
1,883
Female
Development
i have no idea who the cop is, who did it, or the cops that stood by and let it happen.
[ { "feats": [ 0.017102641984820366, -0.3035610616207123, 0.14692963659763336, -0.04284175857901573, 0.8737598657608032, 0.3147517442703247, 0.02538180537521839, 1.4023587703704834, 0.8987593054771423, -0.11925526708364487, -0.886213481426239, ...
X
4.6
2.8
5
1,883
Female
Development
over you. even though you applied for this position, you didn't get it. we didn't give you much feedback.
[ { "feats": [ 0.1223328560590744, -0.2977246344089508, 0.10773132741451263, -0.11013558506965637, 0.7612974643707275, 0.322541207075119, 0.046013280749320984, 1.3517872095108032, 0.7712830305099487, -0.18468976020812988, -0.781028687953949, ...
H
4.8
5.8
4.6
1,883
Female
Development
topic that are accurate in the information that they present. one fantastic organization that i love, love, love, love, love.
[ { "feats": [ 0.049400974065065384, -0.11049830168485641, 0.1309550255537033, -0.06932548433542252, 0.7668132781982422, 0.46527671813964844, 0.040827758610248566, 1.3368446826934814, 0.7856311202049255, -0.03078734129667282, -0.9498725533485413, ...
N
4.2
3.4
4
1,883
Female
Development
native american culture, indigenous people. there's so many different-
[ { "feats": [ 0.08957868814468384, -0.24623534083366394, 0.1546512097120285, -0.009142844006419182, 0.6001471281051636, 0.34808436036109924, -0.04288836196064949, 1.1521562337875366, 0.7429509162902832, 0.02421008236706257, -0.7902662754058838, ...
H
3.2
4.4
3.2
2,392
Female
Train
good morning everybody, and welcome to the 13th meeting of the criminal justice committee.
[ { "feats": [ 0.1859588474035263, -0.17734897136688232, 0.13586433231830597, -0.06989617645740509, 0.5969720482826233, 0.32842910289764404, -0.032317519187927246, 1.1546010971069336, 0.8096005320549011, 0.08219058811664581, -0.7744637131690979, ...
N
3.4
3.6
3.8
2,392
Female
Train
and witnesses, and i'm using that really in the context of survivors.
[ { "feats": [ 0.032217394560575485, -0.23958420753479004, 0.2009885609149933, 0.12107375264167786, 0.7838207483291626, 0.38834115862846375, 0.09484976530075073, 1.3183495998382568, 0.8330841064453125, -0.04821261763572693, -0.7831502556800842, ...
X
2.6
4.2
3
2,394
Male
Train
in terms of the recommendations is something that we'd assist, absolutely the complainer to understand exactly the process and where we're going through it.
[ { "feats": [ 0.10528379678726196, -0.1973981261253357, 0.16014575958251953, -0.010376540943980217, 0.6447720527648926, 0.3373850882053375, 0.08298112452030182, 1.0991485118865967, 0.7693774700164795, -0.04323950037360191, -0.8246811032295227, ...