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yeah, i was bummed though. i didn't get to speak with him on the stage in the parade of champions. i certainly know why-
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in front of the world, but it was awesome. alan, great job as usual. any final thoughts for everybody out there?
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double o, ten, perfect, killing the tree. and the more runs you're making, you're like loading your mind with-
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right? you're the backup plan. we'll see what happens. thank you very much.
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like it's very rare that the craziness happens in the pro stock final round that's got everybody talking and this certainly does so great win. happy father's day to you.
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your father's day to your dad, and we'll see you in like hours, right? because we'll be back out there and do it again.
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if anybody expects that they're just going to come out, they're going to unload, they're going to go down the track, they're going to be just as good as they are on sunday. that's not how it works.
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to me, that's impressive how smart everybody is to get it figured out. and i was having a couple conversations about three qualifying sessions.
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to get it all figured out by round one eliminations, less time, you got to work more quickly. so that is all very interesting. all right, put your comments in the comments section guys. and what i am going to do-
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rodak's coffee and grills.com with the hot sauce and the spice rubs and just everything is so good over there. i'm enjoying a little rodak's coffee here today.
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go to r-o-d-a-k-s, coffee and grills.com call 'em 8 1 7 9 2 4 6 8 2 1 and order a little rodak's coffee. plus there's the patreons-
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the vip listener club. we are going to have-
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number one. and number two, sharing the show. i ran into so many people out there at thunder valley-
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memories with the family. congratulations aaron, on your win.
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15. so different than 12.
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in case because they know once they win that thing is locked.
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that will be happening. a meet and greet and a pit tour with a certain top fuel racer.
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great. debbie for getting love on the bmx bike scene. well thank you ant dog.
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for people know you're actually racing, just saying no disrespect to anybody.
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you know they don't want to hurt them, and then parts, right?
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erica's desire to win is amazing. pro stock has never been better. look at that scott pearly saying, pro stock has never been better. you know what, i-
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it's the pinnacle of what it is. so to not appreciate that, that's being a hater. erica's desire to win. yes.
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tv viewer. this is drag racing. wow, drag racing. i didn't realize. that's really cool. wow. what's that? do they have professional drag racing? yes, in fact they do. it's called nhra drag racing. oh wow, let me check that out.
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and when one does expire, it's kind of a sad thing.
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battle of the jeffs. you're nothing dragster jeff. i have done it a whole bunch of times, many times just not on the same run.
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people are telling me that that dodge is actually really good. it's just not designed to run at ten-five.
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okay. so over this last year, i was traumatized to say the least. i had a bunch of-
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now i even watch church differently. i read all these-
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and i just... to me that was like a aha moment of how strong and how just much healthier i am internally because normally i would've been...
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i have resentment because other people are drinking. but you know what? those other people aren't me.
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from business meetings, i 12 step all of my business-
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difficult communication problems and i got to express that even at the center.
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it just depends on what worksheets and belief. so we went through a lot of belief challenging worksheets, challenger belief worksheets.
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stuff. and i would hate to say, "oh my god, my view of life was attracting the same thing. the thing that i was fearful of, the thing that i didn't want."
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i was literally traumatized by going back to work. and i was also attacked on there. and it was-
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so cutthroat to me that i was like, "okay, i'm never working with these people again." i had to just be honest with that. i was attacked again and my bosses saw that. and that's when-
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h-a-v-e-l-d-e-n.org. so shame face...
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wow. i mean i think the reason that people don't want to do the 12 steps is because-
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... it's a lot. you have to deal. it's so shameful, it's so humiliating. it feels so-
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talking really negative things to myself, rumination, all these things that aren't me.
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my daughter's father passed away and i vividly remembered when i was in one of these classes and we were looking at scales. there is this-
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and my sister when i lost the love of my life.
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yeah, thank you. but it is very insightful when you try to do the right things and you can't guilt yourself anymore. but also-
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now that i know that i don't have to get any worse, that i don't need to be bad to go get the 12 steps to my life...
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yes. so it was so refreshing. it was so cool. but i also then started learning a different side of alumni meetings and...
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some of these medications that are stimulants not working for me.
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i was tired. i couldn't even drive. my skin was like-
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... really sickly looking, so i don't-
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you do not need to get the same brands. if anyone's super interested, this is by-
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even though i love it, i'm like this cannot happen because i don't want to run myself down again.yeah.
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but i know this, when i went through the beliefs...
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and god just kept sending man, man, after man, after man, there was-
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they weren't concerned about looking crazy. yeah.they deserve to show their emotions.yeah.so, you don't have to be a pussy or nuts to show your emotions. you're doing the biggest...
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if i don't understand where 12 steps is coming in, i got really lost. i had a lot of bad friends, even the ones who set me up to get assaulted-
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oh, yeah, but you have experiences that-[inaudible 00:01:09].
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this church was meant to be in my life today, so thank you.
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yeah.i got to say, if it wasn't for me being vocal about my feelings and my trauma this year, then who would've recommended the trauma center for me? and it's like god probably was like...
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so yeah. but now i actually feel safer with them because i've been attacked-
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guys, i just got to say this, i was hearing gunshots before i went to the center and my ptsd was so horrific. i thought there was dead bodies all over.
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and i'd have to leave my place, literally to another state.
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i just want to say something? as you mentioned rebirth. it totally feels like that. i was praying to god all day-
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after being baptized, being dedicating my child. i have to say this...
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i even look at my own church-
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i mean, the only thing that i know is-
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whoa. i feel more connected with the universe than i've ever felt connected for me growing up. yeah. so it's like...
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and so light-hearted. church is so light-hearted that i was like...
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oh my god, why aren't they just saying this is a 12-step church? i got a little bit crazy when i was at the center because i was like-
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my gosh. well, i wish i had the 12 steps for my first book.
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now that i've found that again, i'm like, "yeah, i'm writing this down and i'm just making it happen," but-
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now, you want to know something? i was still ruminating and i still wanted to kill myself. when i got out of the 12-step program-
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now when i saw those daily affirmations, now when i saw that-
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they had such a different meaning. it was the connection of the big book was written on these little apps and it was like-
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yeah, and it was also about not talking about my trauma anymore-
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[inaudible 00:06:37] the reason why i'm there at the center, you don't want me to talk about that, right? well, this in lies why all of us-
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okay. so what i learned from couples therapy is i was dating the wrong person. that person left me even before the show started and i was-
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tried and true things of what people fight and argue and will ruin relationships. i also did family boot camp with therapy and that was trauma family therapy, and i got to say...
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traumatic things that have happened to you because they led you to where you are now. it's-
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i am one to not rest on my laurels. my middle name is laurel and i have to say...
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and it's not that i'm not a listener, but it's like, "whoa. i finally realized i had add".
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yeah.it's deep embarrassment and shame. you're embarrassed for yourself. yeah. it's...
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because you're no longer going to repeat yourself. you're no longer going to be stuck
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of 12 steps. they might not ever get the chance to go to a trauma...
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i'll have a really hard time admitting that they need help.
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first started everything on my show. there was a scene online that was me-
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memory kept hitting my head when i was at the trauma center.
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the reason why you're being triggered with old memories that come up so vivid, hitch it in your head.
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there was something about me not sleeping, not eating, not nothing. i fought so hard to the point of getting my daughter
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organized and scheduled her assessments and then she wanted to almost try to get my child kicked out of the school.
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when people, even teacher had add-
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and she's like, "well, my mom never took care of it." well you know what i had to say to that teacher?
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i started canceling all activities-
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and that's when you know, that's not okay.
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that eats you up, me up. what's wrong with us? we're lazy, we're this, we're that. no, we're amazing people.
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maybe the reason why my family didn't want to go to the doctor ever.
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some people don't want to understand who they are. god bless her. i've seen her whole life cycle. my great-grandfather, who i love was raved about him.
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and my family has undiagnosed bipolar disorder in it. well now i know why. and i also heard so much of that at the trauma center, it made me-
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i want to know more about me, because the more i know about me-
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but felt like i was a late bloomer. i had jaw problems like none other.
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and all the women in this book...
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and i was just like, i am not crazy. i am not...
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